Birthday card

Here is the front and back side of Mads' b-day card! I can't wait to show you the rest, but it will have to wait (unfortunately)! I painted it with aquarelle (watercolors), and cut out the letters from a wrapping paper and glued them on :) The back side and inside and just as awesome! ;)

Camwhoring :)

Today I decided to curl my hair (well okay, it's more wavy than curly). Can you see how much it has grown since I bleached it? If I were brave enough I would cut my hair into a cute bob to get rid of the platinum blonde, but I'm not, lol. Plus it would probably look strange with my curls..

On Saturday it's Mads' 23rd birthday! I will show you the card I have made for him later... don't want him to sneak-peek on my blog. ;) Also, it's Eurovision song contest on Saturday! I haven't heard any of the songs competing this year, and I'm not sure I will be able to watch the show... :(

Illness and health rant

I don't know if I have told you before, but my collarbone is swollen. Not the joint or muscle, the actual bone. I went to the hospital yesterday to have an ultrasound. This is because the lymph nodes in my neck have been swollen for really long, so my doctor thought it might be another swollen lymph node near my collarbone. At the hospital, they found nothing. Sure, the lymph nodes in my throat are swollen, probably because of some infection, but near the bone - nothing. This means it's not some soft tissue that is swollen, it's my actual bone.

This is a mirrored picture. Compare my left collarbone to my right! 

I e-mailed my doctor and asked if I can get an x-ray of my bone. She better say yes, or else I will nag and nag and nag until she does, lol. The same thing actually happened to my ribs almost 2 years ago - they suddenly "grew". Because my ribs didn't hurt like hell, the doctors called it "normal" (as if it's normal for your bones to swell when you're in your 20s). My ribs are much weaker on the swollen side - it's very uncomfortable to lie on that side on the ribs, and also if someone hugs me there. Need I say, the ribs are still swollen.

My collarbone hurts though. Not insanely much, but it's very uncomfortable, and it hurt sooo much during the ultrasound when the doctor pressed the scanner thingy on the bone! I am so upset they didn't find anything! I have had symptoms for 2 years now and no answers, except I am ANA positive, which means I probably have an autoimmun disease, but God knows which one.

The thing that makes me the most upset is that no doctors seems to take me seriously. "It's nothing to worry about" - Dude! My f-ing bone is huge, how can I not worry?! I wish I could go see Dr. House (without him giving me antibiotics without confirming an infection - I don't want to become immune), lol. 

Taking a bunny for a walk

I took Willow out for a walk on the lawn outside our apartment. He loves to explore, but he is a bit shy, so he jump up to me sometimes just to make sure I'm still there with him. :)

Soon I will be able to take both Pepper and Bailey (my newest bunny) out too! They will be old enough within a few weeks. I am really looking forward to it! Bailey would look very good next to the pink tree ;)

Bailey; new bunny

Today I went to pick up my new bunny! It's a female and she will be the mother of Pepper's future kits :) She's a vienna marked harlequin, and she's also a mix between Netherland dwarf and lionhead (she also has a tiny bit of holland lop in her genes). Anyhow...

Welcome Bailey!

Here she is in my lap

In the new hutch, looking all fluffy and pretty!

Bad harlequin markings - but cute black tail!

She has a blue spot in her eye ^^

She will meet Pepper tomorrow, and I hope they will become good friends now that they are young, so that when they meet next year they will have no problem breeding ;)

Ballerina

I got my new flats från Asos today! Just a plain black pair to go with most outfits. :) I want a beige pair as well, but that will have to wait. I have too many expenses for the animals...

Tomorrow I will do a review of an eyebrow pencil I got as well. :)

Tilde & Pepper

Hi everybody! How was your weekend? Mine was nice, we went to a party Friday, Mads had to go to work Saturday, and today we have just been relaxing and taking care of the reptiles. We have four baby leopard geckos and one egg in the incubator at the moment. Anyhow, here is a Tilde-pic!

Top: Mom's old // Jacket: Asos // Jeans: H&M // Shoes: Nelly //

By the way, all the bunny babies are sold, and we have three people interested in the next litter! I am buying a new girl for Pepper, so we will get more colors in the litters! I have also ordered new hutches, which will be here this week (hopefully tomorrow)! I took a few photos of little Pepper today because he has grown a lot! Here he is, my handsome boy, 9 weeks old:

"Raaaawwrrr!"

He has gotten a nice lion mane, and I hope he will keep it :) He will probably end up looking a bit more like his mother though. If you are curious about his color and breed, he is a black vienna marked lionhead (with a bit of Netherland dwarf) and with half blue eyes. ♥

Gold dress with sunglasses

I have been requested to do more outfit posts, so here is one from today:

Dress: Chili Rose // Jacket: Asos // Shoes: DinSko // iPad-cover: ? // 

Sunglasses: Åhléns // Necklace: Carré

Spring dress

Another outfit :)

Rock outfit

I decided to go for a more rocker style outfit today, with lots of black, studs and chains. My makeup is also rock inspired, with dark cherry red lips and black eyeshadow.

Dress - H&M

Cardigan - Summum woman

Bag - Black Ascot 

Coat - Nelly

Little black dress

I felt like dressing up, so I put on my beautiful dress with an open back, from Nelly! I love this dress ^^ The heels are also from Nelly, and the necklace is from Snö of Sweden.

Mads will soon get home, then we're going to have dinner and then hopefully watch a movie :) It will be a busy weekend, so we better relax this evening! Although we have a lot of animals to care for...

Anyway, I will try to update more often! Have a nice evening :)

Tirin today

Today it's Mads and my 22 months anniversary! ♥ Thought I would dress up a bit :)

Jelly inspired makeup - no circle lenses

I tried a bit of a Jelly magazine inspired makeup (but without circle lenses, I don't have any since the ones I had back in Sweden are too old now). Too bad you can barely see the blush or eyeshadow. And I guess my eyebrows are too dark according to the gyaru magazines these days, lol! ^^ Maybe I should invest in a somewhat light eyebrow pencil. 

Anyhow, here are a few updates in different categories:

Tilde world

Bad news: I'm going to the doctor tomorrow because my collarbone is somehow swollen. I hope she will actually listen to me this time. Otherwise I'm getting a new doctor!

Good news: Mads and I are hoping to move into a house by summer. That will only happen if the seller accepts our bid, but I really hope we can move! :)

Bunny world

Bad news: Casino has bitten Mads and is extremely aggressive towards him. She's also aggressive towards me, but not as much. Anyhow, we decided to return her to the seller, because they lied about her being sweet and cuddly... They also lied about her gender...

Good news: All the baby bunnies are reserved! We are keeping Pepper, and I reserved a female for him! They will probably breed in (late) summer when they're old enough!

Reptile world

Bad news: We found out that one of our Murphy Patternless that we sold a while back, has died. R.I.P. Midnight! :(

Good news: Wendy is gravid, and we have a new business partner! We will probably go to the Hamm show in September and sell some snakes and geckos!